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I usually have something of some worth stewing in my brain, just dying to be blogged. But today, I've got nothing! It frustrates me a little bit because my heart and mind have been quite heavy for the past couple of weeks. I really think it is the holidays. Everything just seems to affect me a little bit more than things usually do.
There are a lot of things that bother me about the holidays, but New Year's seems to take the cake. That is the WORST day of the year for me. All of my beautiful friends are on a mission to change that this year, and I am very willing to give them that chance. I'd love a change. It just seems like no matter what (if I'm in very much in love with someone or single at new year's) I still end up feeling alone and crying.
Everything coming to an end kinda freaks me out. I am not a person who welcome change with open arms, and the end of the year seems so final, so deadlineish. It's the time to reflect and think about what you've accomplished in the past 12 months. Sometimes, you accomplish a lot and learn a lot about people and others. Other times, you think about all the things that you wish you wanted to do, and never did.
2006 was an incredible year for me. I found out that being loved doesn't mean having a silly boyfriend. I've received more love from the incredible friends that I have than I could ever ask for. And to you, my remarkable friends, thank you.
I love you, too.